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Collection of poetry by Steven Adkins (2003-2004).
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NOTES FOR A POEM ON PARIS Day afore yestiddy, we arrived found our friend’s flat at 156 Boulevard Magenta (he’s lucky, she’s lucky, we’re all lucky) settled in took a walk and walk and walk discovered nothing ate overpriced Moroccan (hey, it was Christmas Eve) Poor kidlet woke up screaming and distressed the wasps’ necks which are neighbors creeping ‘round in socks at 2:30 AM to find out who was torturing an infant Hail Satan! Hail Caesar! Render unto absurdity its due Heil Hitler! reject these impotent princelings of the disgruntled And so more walking Notre Dame at Noon. Christmas service Gloria In Excelsius Deo Bells tolling Shakespeare & Co. glimpsed par hasard brief pause at the beat Hotel Where the if-anything but bohemian hotel now serves the upper crust of American tourists but where the beats were given their due with pictures hung on the wall – Burroughs, Gysin, Corso, Ginsburger with cheese, Orlovsky “the American poet” Harold Chapman’s book in the drawer The staff were very nice Must’ve been our baby We walked away towards the Louvre, towards the “Elysian Fields,” towards the Arc de Triomph, The Tour Eiffel, back to the Metro. Got home and cooked up steaks & taters Drank some Lirac rouge That was Christmas. In Excelsius Deo Chr-i-ist is born! Coal train in Paris black hi-way of rails bleak house flyaway vapor trails sun sails reflecting light aviator sunglasses catching flame “Who but “We” perpetuate this mythos” he says scrunching up his fingers in quotes around the We Wee Wee Wee all the way home chick-kneed rick-rack along Bedrock of Stepford Wives The Witches of Eastwick Robert Redford Stepford and Son step forward move ahead inch along it’s not too late too rip it into shreds: “I saw the best minds of my generation” dropped like rag dolls and kicked in the balls for whom the bell tolls (trolls) starring Eric Stoltz Schlitz more than a malt liquor business of pee·kni notwithstanding unaccompanied by leftist burdens of dovish doubt we oppose all that would seek to profit from death may as well tax air water to the highest bidder clandestine desalination plants a wicked banter chopped down by the coast guard The Marijuana farms of the future desalination plants you can make with mail-order kits In Excelsius Deo quel condition? what nervous soul creep of infinite blackness crack another beer calm another Fear Forget the aching want and the desert horizon White hot of instanect memories al la le Madeleine du Proust Playing Kidlet upon puppet-bright red please don’t touch him please don’t that smell of poorly sterilised vomit clou d’or champignon luminescent une fenêtre Day 1: circled around Montmartre Day 2: Metro “Cité” Christmas Service in Notre Dame Walked over to Shakespeare and Co. Thru quartier latin Git le Coeur, No. 9 saw pics of the dead ones heartless lying or burnt away the to the libanaise sammich shop dicked about with heels on then to the Louvre, the Pyramid The only space in Paris – apparently – to run a remote-controlled car Tuileries Gardens shite brown in December and thru the stumpy champagne-glass trees within view of the Arc de Triomphe marching thru the Champs d’Elysees the chic madness the frenzy of the tourists the exaggeration of individual need magnified into a kind of subsonic hysteria the gibbering madness only waiting to aggressive form into a mass suicide or a slaughter almost diddle-fucked in winter a brazen horsecloud I am sure I have heard talk of before stumpy and grimpy upon prototype washcloth I wished I was a luminescent mushroom it all comes from the synchronicity of the gibbering gibbernaut: and just as we wonder who this voyager of logorrhea is we also wonder about Gavroche’s “sky pilot” and this coal train worked on the both of ‘em a record of sorts of a black soul and a disappointed one We will carry our infants upon grass but will forget how to tell the difference between a Delacroix and a Gericault Things like chips sap the poet’s soul but Sausage makes it Stronger dilapidated boat-pick campfire under freckled bridge turned out the lamplight dancing upon the Seine As I grasp may ankles and get ready to whistle my foreground fades to black as my Carmichael bounces my Stokely You never had bones for this job Which was ever a shitter, at best (as he walked on down the hall) Bill Evans becomes acquainted with an errant wind that sounds like john lennon and the waft of scum sterile shirt vomit emmanatin’ from the toilet we gobble and sleep this small space give us no room for conversation we tumble into sleep, exhausted I have good tunes plenny liquor weed I don’t need to roll onto the padded joke called a “bed” to have a good time I can just crawl in and outside of lines next to the hyperinflated wheel of the baby carriage, looming large to the left side of my head what was I saying? Footnote grabbed me critchety-crotch of dad-blazed gum-cursers oh blow me down under the splendid rays of a fallen pencil which is an exploded gold-leaf dragon in an area frequented by prostitutes clinking glasses slurred voices (of television) beyond the walls where the pigs may pass and goddess trample all of them as one the effervescent madness returns in Paris even my wife it turns out is annoyed and my son no better I am no better than a child gauche and lacking class style hopping delightedly among pigeons and skidding across the floor ....while the biberon boils across the natural boundaries of earth they only talk of telegraphic wires in scorn but the satellites have them edgy why is there this talk of dog-stars edging into the domain of chance glimpse which is a lisp inverted with the double-cypher of the Faerie King What elaborate speak I in if not deliberate fancy Tom Clancy degenerate glocken-spiel gun-totin’ talkers minimal shoot first pick up paycheck later What enlightened hornograph causes tremulous emotions upon paper crapulous doodling along the din-dong slate it lies in wating an anchored sip of a shrine gone by we’d rather remember out felt cutters and sell their heads for 10 cents this is the cryptographic radio network speaking and 2- nite we have the following anoouncements, now and forever, catered to and brought to you b(u)y the Nicholson Bros. Sweetback Plant Macon, Ga. R·ed they bend light into martini glasses Yes, a grasshopper he said with a faggoty exasperated air go stonewall (jackson) riots still my beating heart And then there were five the limerick is more verbal And whatever happened to Bennigan’s? Similac = milk like it = Irish BUT it was nonetheless fun! Special Treat! To keep away from sticky side while glue dries we rock on to opposite while leaves rusting outside are black garbage bags still a-flutter in re-enclosed courtyard Baby squirms and grunts next to me thinks my pen and pad are playthings which of course they are Hooting of Hancock hunting heads some tribal initiation in analog artifice stylo bébé dort les armes de feu étrillant sur le froid qu’enveloppe Paris comme les bras d’un mort enterré sue toutes les ports d’Afrique d’Emile Zola des allumettes en l’aube gentilles berbères sonnent les portes de la mer la mesa (la table) sur tout sur tout AND so it kontinues these crazy automaton choices blintzering about on an unexpected slipstream the autoconscious attention to the lick-spittle madness we are about to increase if in my needier moments I seem an empty bag In moments of nowness I am a born-again hog neediness = seediness B = brackish delight in obstreption shunning backwards alley in Fidel Castro (It was a dream) (the day was sunny, dappled, dusty) (beakers filled like crickets) ! ! ! ! Joke emblem upon the fortifications (the fortified heart!) ♥ and Noble House makes me groan less than light in August gums downward!! i 14th educational material since behind scrims the scenes play out scenes roasted upon the clear eye of ubiquity the latin hope hops left and children are born sparkplug diggin’ willins on Southern emphasis Aummm! U.S.S. Conasse skulking about on skilky peds no slinky silk in Denim hybrid hydrogenized (distance makes the heart grow fonder closeness breeds contempt) it is not all written out in clay imprinted with the ends of stalks any riverside plant chomped and utilized, for a wedge and that was nearly 30 years ago time has only stood there in yr memory cheap anaphylactic garden sodium whipworm of a collective fossil ....missing text.... forgotten something•or•other robbed of the dramatic these fragmenting villages reconstruction of the Tower of Babel In this recondite age aghast at quick weeping “tragedy” applied liberally common sorrow made epic by the need to sell sorrow to convince a concrete world that they still have the ability to give a damn When, in fact, the averted eyes and quickened step is an existential position more than the actual fashion we avoid the clattering bum in the doorway and the squeletons dance the scarecrows flap misery a way to scare children into behavior she was an old woman living in a ruin where the trail we jokingly called the Ho Chi Minh widened black widow’s dress and scarf old-world peasant of any number of countries tomorrow the fountains of aid run dry “oh really?” they never even offered a trickle, here these are what are referred to as “simple truths” Fountains of Heart shoot blood – flood-lit – into the air about her take a nap, take a nap Who needs convincing? What dangerous egg has been cracked now? How many more can we expect to lose? These are losses that cannot be recuperated There is no inverse twin called “found” in this department Just sand and dust and emptiness “there’s mothers cryin’ all over this world for their poor lit’l darlin’ boys n’ girls” Whip poor will and ranged along the road wherever they aren’t quickly driven away by violence IN the bar car waiting for mama to put baby into noddy land sleep rip of wrack (she’s got a nice one – pomegranates placed precariously upon a gimcrack of wheeze gnocchi of villages sturmed in a pot called drang everyday photography captured the light coughs of a baby’s second cough quick, fleeting the milk is too cold and he is inquiet acceptance of this first life’s roughness on a voyage and mama talks to him and our fellow passengers far away a thin yellow wash upon the horizon the clouds our ceiling low and pendulous and blue he does not drink the milk we pass thru low blocks innocuous and inventive despite their drab uniformity and the lengths of their beards denote Forgetting A casting aside a leaving (as in a parting) (and something left behind) (why am I in pyramids?) There is a drunken batwing upon the sky an open and left-handed fornicator bringing about the soft red rains of an antichrist or a pretender safely now, into the night beyond the circle of light which is a reworking of that which has come before let’s not go gratis into that good night dripping healthy like the dappled leaves in a healthy spring floating in a clear water cold, crisp Japanese underneath the flat blue mirror without shimmer just thereness and doppled leaves dimpled knees like knotted cheeks fervent fervor of religious horsewhipping fornicating flagpoles under homosex sky that is war with battling sky-pilots Zombi Wing 127th skittering radio hot webs of reinvention steel in hot lugs elongated and flying penetration into suns globes of truth gas that are in a wider sEnse known as stars there is a demand for reaparations the clouds lift the dogs bark and voila! you have an incantation no frustrated desire here within the walls of the fast-moving norm no dick-roll of blathernathy no incumbent vice-lord toppled in the wildcat name of a sheriff in hottananny hothnoo somewhere in Pennsylvania or Idaho The long distance of loneliness a millimeter is long to an atom these degenerate screeds whispered upon “Whicked Whinds” and carried off into the perfumed SoCal nights I cannot help but revere the fallacy the imprinted myth which holds the greater truth than the trite realization that the 18th century took place in shabby cloth and tenchnicolor and wasn’t in black and white and people didn’t move about alla time as if doing a slow waltz I gotta do some destructive treework call in a dentist and simulate desire there in the attic, a bat! does she expect a pennance of pennants docker worn shabbily by cousins with priests suave catholic boys among the prep-school protestants we shall overcome as if it were a revolutionary barricade that short, fat fleeting moment (His feeding pattern has been disturbed) and writhing we get into the ebb abd flow break the god you get a glimpse of the shadow of god’s incarnation bulb-beaked Bob will be the Messiah returned re-crucified by the CIA before the intergalactic shit-fling called apocalypse ever so dim and cool in a certain light our necks bent at curious angles to fill a book I will limit myself to five words a page widely spaced short lines like short necks attached to <BEAKS> (which peck and persist) (a little bird from North Carolina) given away by a blood-soaked cotton during calm moment When KFC managers attack We are not afraid of this knowledge warped out on boneboots slogging our way thru corporeal slime of immaterial sin so dense and corrupt it manifests itself something from the septic tank 7 microbes in a can-can line 7 venereal sisters 7 chinese brothers (a nod to the livewire) he who can interpret the universe with grain with beans with fondled bones cast about somehow vaguely hinting at the memory of licentious squares the sheer amount of it the worthless rubble the barney babble of blarney trouble sing harmonies listen in vain for frogblades jump razors like useless ships and oily fires on waterslick of gimcrack ........ shit, we’ve lost the line bring it back bring it all back to the meat sack of fruit ties to rough twine this is the prospect the entire doom of a fungoïd nightmare glim globes dim upon sampans always there, in the mind’s harbour miraculously weathering tai-fan periodic fires sacred lines of scared credit upon hollow•heel patheticisms drifting incontinuous weak presqua indecipherable possessing of imposing rectitude despite the obvious vulgarity we speak not here, of being common, or popular, but of the raw, unbridled licentiousness which is the dripping feces out of mouth-corner that delineates this rare subterfuge this gilded tango a dance laid out in numbered strips recreated after the flaming ball of metal has splintered into a million pieces and each one of these somehow gimped in prostitution of the perverse the perversity of interjurisdictional coöperation one week away from a job was all it took to take up the pen again the quotidian bar pilfer of socket emplugment called poésie Viva les cons! When the cars stop exploding we can hide and seek under irradium nightmare this is often called the clear blue sky just as the septic sludge pit is also called the ole water hole go fishing pull out a boot go swimming pull out a flesh-eating bacteria suicide under open fingers broken dumptrucks under the bridge nothing to do with lukewarm zeppelins work so hard to endear myself sarcastic wrapper a bonebreak of stinted stiltism a “bagoo bong-bong” gone bad track missile indifference under haggis-back of the sky pitching gut-filth upon the moors like vomit to serene incompatibility Chasing germans like dogs chase just about anything that runs This is not amusing This here’s a salt-lick paved with David Hasselhoff Castles which appear blue against the cloud Can admit to no bestial plan their air-cartons of distinguished-heads brokers calm among the entrails entered the disheveled Professor: “Did someone say entrails?” J’ai faim! (cheat tactic 1) falling back upon phalanxes of phalli (uses) of the term are variable Frightening forward all that was never left behind stop! in the name of the law the fat contradictions of labor strong collations among the midnite parade a golden demonstration upon an aging esplanade a cheap resuscitation of an explanation a hardly original inspiration came not upon a golden ray of wind but on a fart this is all vomit pass the noose What is the date When will mates help The Tai-pan of this here sampan crawling into sheep bed bugged and [illegible] cute frightening forward of the dimpled consternation a film by Wm Holden is a dark knife under bolt-heel skies dampening, if you will a practical tickle from the past underneath the ribs too self-attentive to dig stick knives into guts automatic yet decisive quick with “considerated” lead-up Make an interpretation of a dick-sucked tit-wither I wasn’t long in that camp before I stuck the grenadine into the bull of the stomach (It exploded – Noble!) Me, think obscene dark inkling on the edge of ecstasy sparkling étènte stickling under silent feuds fjords between minds enemy lines I always sought Lords then between clans, and all, the conflict The eternal amalgam enormous and stuck with bouchon the ½ hour is over Rusters like sublime razors to walk around soiled buttocks of the workmen something pert like an old ad for Salems Square Jaws abound in a plastic ray of eternity all that noble pigeon to yr account book shack-out upon bedsores tarpaper vomit shack the illicit jack of fiery lickers and that twisted mojo called the blues and where funk and where bass became assoc with deep profound tones blunted under toilet humour and jibes ____ one might say part two begins anew addressed with stridency urgency from a know-nothing (and here I refer to myself) tilting now at windmills under an obstreperous lenz (I am tongue-tied twisted just an earth-bound distant lie) sky-like proportion of inflated rock gesture what should stand for solidity + impermeable action stands for the off-kilter rowboat and the tilted kills to try to fail repeatedly a psychiatric problem or a poignant dialectic alas as the blood-clots crinkle the infant loses its voice but the rivers do not and I cannot go on I cannot read but I can write I cannot write but i can read Higgamus hoggamis hoggamis hig I jumped in a gander and came out a pig.... long and slow stretched out upon the guillotine bed there is sleep Big atlantic the inimitable inanimate mitigable by accident popped under earthquake Ministers of government coiffed under anuses Milky mouths jumping swore @ one another the disappearing heroine which causes despair And there are some children who are always whining and refusing and screaming at the merest bump of the knee or anything Inspired beyond adventure Massacre and desolation so many inappropriate tears (eclipsing........) small cards in Catalan linguistic shit dip-out in conundrum condom under drum over witch-teat Pablo showed up for a moment made his greetings took his coat off laid down his bag to all appearances he was staying for dinner in the hubbub of welcomes the confusion with the baby between the kitchen and the living room.... where’s Pablo I asked confusion. is his bike downstairs? perhaps he’s making a call searching for a bottle of wine I dunno. Je sais pas, moi he took his coat and went out the door Why are you holding onto this holy foreign object? an alien life-form breeding health throughout the universe from whence does it spring, this history of health this talentless searcher ever the vehicle of inopportune imps the slant of a letter old stones in a graveyard leaning last-stand before conscious thought imposes the sweet definition of chaos this hand is so behind the eye and it used to be keeping up with the words in brain but now it’s.... blank There should be a happy demise I surmise that this has since long ago become mannered and flabbergasted storm•whistle and blinking head light rough in the wind the infernal sea wind warm and salty He is the teacher with the shiny pate once-proud lock now a pathetic straggle against extermination exterm a nation does he feel that this goon merits it a kind of diary slip-shod and dulled a perfect dullard cantankerous and weird never wholly there he senses his distance even as he tries to broach it sometimes I can’t tell if my....? How can we transcribe that delirious footnote in the winter a cold beer in the summer a cold beer There are not hot toddies in store for us Which forbidden dichotomy are you served, here Long ago, he said he didn’t (his minarets were broken and the twat goddess his giant (!) the singing blade of blue smurf whoredom stood And like foul cretins guard) we dance upon their graves graves Snake•bite we had desecrated and already heading down along steep combat, a wanton diary of my ways Whenever I can tell of it, I I control myself w/bitter tears the pornographic telegraph of my heart sends reams of fish flying from my fingers and I am already way behind the line.... Dissonance stance guard against a rockin’ bod they may not have the first step down, but the third may come more quickly if the river goat arrives festive Monday a jolly good crack and I’m sorry I left you in the lurch that night but I had to sneak off an kill a bitch “gruesome murder shakes neighborhood” and just how many otherwise “normal’ people are afflicted by this malady? We awaken to the sounds of war telegraphed from a distance they have an oscillating echo as if heard thru a long metal tube All the young dudes carry cans Their cylindrical tubes the glint of the sun upon waves iambic river of Lethe the cinquefoil pulse of its flow jump into the stream She taught me to be ashamed of my art by the poor example of being ashamed by her own [If only we knew what we were talking about] Estor: Sultan of Satanic (his bulbous swing) When the slow words fall down and the devil refuses to take the devil’s advice the high-priest of nada takes up with nihilists and fools (con-artists, and artists) noise-makers, and tools coming across the birdbath (otherwise known as the Pacific) the metallic voice of Japan coming across from history a voice of black-and-white sepia, even dripping in slow crescendo the hump-backed sun which explodes into pus many moons ago as they say under the imagined silver of the television chomping at bulateen bits (the squeaking door admits assassins) their slow tread upon the stairs the distant click of keys tumblers thumping a high-pitched ring like a fingernail on crystal formidable things: rocks sent to space the replacement of rings scoffing a laughter of tongues (a slow riot) 1) he was on junk 2) he worked for a circus 3) he can obviously think 4) he circles up a shark among guppies who isn’t even a sm--- fortunate hell behind the innocent error they walk thru mirrors their minions are legion ever-present effervescent she did not occupy herself with the end of a dark tunnel and a nave is a cunt and a narthex is a hip-set (an oxen’s yoke) (cock-a-doodle-doo) the transept something hidden: the second pair of arms Lorraine was her name they said she’d put out for anybody that dogged hostility she came across foggy an underdeveloped picture in a green forest in 1977 your memory of them is dim you gaze @ your shoe and remember leprechauns There is a Road in Spain it is a kind of radio people are there who don’t wanna miss their chances strange deltas vie with pregnant S’s planes swarm across the sky leaving instant cloud-welts vapor trails some accuse of being a kind of bubonic Raid® some kind or aerosol equivalent the entire continent being gassed inoculated? His guitar cuts thru like memory rain not a particularly stunning departure he thinks by adding tails he can add dignity to the banal desperations teenage girls muster (he is distracted by Mammon in the form of cheap humbucker) Where was that memory (located) We had so much fun together, launched into improbable situations by our own abstinence I fucked up........ & I’d much rather raise a kid with you know the excuse and I cannot do it I have been consumed again and again love Artificial suffers teardrop no more banal tomorrows I have a history to maintain (we wonder why) and get congratulated how can we not think of how Wayne Pickle in Zuzax, his VCR and TV repair store going out silly skills when to replace is cheaper than to repair He lived in Edgewood with his wife and son. His sister’s son lived with them because both parents had died of AIDS. She had a horse and raised German Shepherds. They built a concrete area and fed them all the best food. The children usually ate hot dogs and white bread in the kitchen then were sent to bed. The boy who’d lost his parents was sweet and doomed. The younger was an odd egg, innocent and charming, incipiently weird. Wayne was hospitalized, eventually, with Crohn’s disease. And one night, after surgery he caught her in the lap of another man, watching TV. He moved into Albuquerque soon after. Got a job as a mechanic thru a pal, eventually found a new lady friend bought a truck saw the children often I lost touch....I had moved.... again....
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